I am digitizing the text of the
metaphysics my husband Arthur and I wrote twenty years ago, The Game of God, in preparation for
publishing it as an ebook. It’s been many years since I read it, so it’s an
interesting experience.
As I typed in the chapter on the
evolution of human consciousness, I was reminded of Daniel Dennett’s book, Consciousness Explained [which I quoted
in an earlier post, Intelligent Plants], which was published about the same
time as our book. In particular I was struck by a similarity in the discussion
of the self: both books asserted that the self is constructed as a survival
strategy.
This has made me realize that I
have been taking the self (ego) way too seriously. That is, I’ve thought of the
self as some entity that is as real and solid as my physical body that I am
stuck with. Maybe I can exercise it and keep it toned, but the basic elements
are cast in stone. The confusing advice of many spiritual teachers and books
(including my own, The Game of God) is we’re ego-dominated and we need to escape it
(somehow). It’s a formidable opponent that we have to battle.
But the concept of self as
survival strategy has shifted my perspective in a way I find liberating.